Saturday, January 29, 2011

Fear of Falling / Coming Together

Artwork – Fear of Falling by Jaimie Cahlil


Fear of Falling / Coming Together

Living is that far away mountain
that we are forever in fear of climbing

It is the fear of falling that keeps us from trying

To succeed we must continue to look up

In childhood we play in the valleys
safe from the high winds
and the storms on the summit

Protected from the reality
that someday we must pick up
and go to that mountain
and start the climb up

Many of us never make that climb
Some - climb more than one

Yet there is always that far away mountain
and always that fear of falling

Before we were borne into this life
we were safely entombed,
sustained in a sea of life
in our Mother's womb

Protected, provided for,
never alone,
we were One with her

When we were born - we fell
fell from our sanctuary of life
fell into this vast cold world

We were born with the fear of falling
and separation and aloneness

Fear of falling - fear of changes

Are these not the causes
for our lack of living

We need to re-entomb ourselves
in a sanctuary, Alone
where we can look at the mountain
and not fear the unknown

Success at living
is not measured by what we have
or what we've done

It is measured
by how we've overcome
our fear of falling
Charlie Riverman Bergeron 1992-1995         

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Winter Lamentation



Winter Lamentation


Winter's barren and chill
creeps ever so slowly
into our presence

Mourning the
rich abundance
now buried deep
beneath the snow

Charlie Riverman Bergeron 1/27/11

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

The BEginning

     I had the joy of starting an old computer that I had in the 90's, an IBM PS/2 still running DOS software. It was a challenge trying to remember how to work in that environment but I found what I was looking for... a quote that I had on my wall that carried me through some challenging trials.

"I have had my solutions for a long time, but I do not yet know how I am to arrive at them." - Karl Friedrich Gauss, Germany 1777-1855

     He was a mathematician and scientist and was referring to his own work with this quote. I however, adapted it to the changes I was going through after my NDE in my physical and emotional recovery process. I still recite it, though somewhat incorrectly, in my own version today as I face anything that appears to be new and daunting.


     The opening of this computer is likened to that of a buried treasure for me, as it contains the history of what I was doing at that time. I will from time to time post some of those marvelous gems here on my blog and will start with this one.......



The BEginning

   I sit here, perched on the branch that separates fantasy from reality. 
   I have come through the darkness,
into the Light.
Isn't, "To Be or not to be"'
The Question
that humanity has struggled with,
for so many generations ?

Is it worth the struggle ?
For isn't, "To Be",
Simply to, "BE"

One cannot gauge,
with any scientific measure,
the scope of, "Being"

It is everlasting knowledge,
It is spiritual peace,
It is all of the Universe
pulled together
into One ray
of
Light,
traveling forward
from its Divine origin

To envision this, is only The BEginning


Charlie Riverman Bergeron 1992-95

Fantasy Art Woman | Beginning

Beginning - oil painting of a woman drapped in swirls of color and Klimt like symbols
Fantasy Art Woman | Beginning
24 x 48 oil on canvas

In Search of Klimt Series

"I search for Klimt!" the artist in me spoke spoke boldly .

"Ahhh, then we must start at the Beginning!"  said the Wind.
Pulling out oils, my canvas, poems and stories from an old wooden case, turquoise,  silver leaf and jewels thrust past the lid and met the open sky.

The Wind confirmed my journey, "Your fantasy begins now, paint freely beautiful women goddess art. " 

And so I did.
Kathy Ostman-Magnusen

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Entranced

Brigit's Mantle (Irish Creation Myth), 18 x 24
Acrylic on Canvas by Bernadette Wulf
WulfWorks© Copyright 2002

Entranced 

In youth
our seeking
doth find her
and charmed
for life we become

Our passions
to ebb and flow
over time
in the dance
of our love-making

To be seduced
once more
in our final hours
and swallowed whole
in divine ecstasy.


Charlie Riverman Bergeron 1/23/11


This poem is a response inspired by a photogragh by Peter Shefler and a poem of by Robert Graves honoring The White Goddess. As the poets of the ages have been enamored by Goddesses and Muses, I too am of this same penchant.

Most of my writings are of this nature, they are the result of an outside stimulus that connects the mind to the soul instantly and the thought/words appear as a natural effect. 

Since I have no real formal education past the 9th grade as to Grammar or English composition, let it be said that what appears on pages by my hands never ceases to to amaze me. 

I started writing as a lonely and troubled teen perhaps as a means of releasing pain and anguish. As I read some of those writings today it is still a challenge accept some of them.
However, it was then that I met my Muse and we have journeyed through every adventure together, both good and bad.

So this is in honor of her who has given me life, has loved me when no one else could, and will devour me when this turn of the wheel  has ended.

 

Friday, January 21, 2011

Childhood Poetic Memories

I awoke this morning and gradually embraced the wonderful snowstorm outside my window to find my mind wandering to my childhood. It wasn't focusing on the snow but how I have always loved poetry and what was my favorite.

It was the influence of my 7th grade teacher Miss Leonard that gave me the desire learn and recite poetry. If my memory serves me correctly the first ones were...

Who Has Seen the Wind?

Who has seen the wind? Neither I nor you:
But when the leaves hang
trembling, the wind is passing through.
Who has seen the wind? Neither you nor I:
but when the trees bow down their
heads, the wind is passing by.

by Christina Rossetti

 
Fog

The fog comes
on little cat feet.
It sits looking
over harbor and city
on silent haunches
and then moves on.

by Carl Sandburg

   Finding myself  recalling so many wonderful poems; I decide to honor the first one of any length that I learned to recite as my favorite childhood poem...


THE TALE OF CUSTARD THE DRAGON

By Ogden Nash

Copyright Linell Nash Smith and Isabel Nash Eberstadt

 

Belinda lived in a little white house,
With a little black kitten and a little gray mouse,
And a little yellow dog and a little red wagon,
And a realio, trulio, little pet dragon.

Now the name of the little black kitten was Ink,
And the little gray mouse, she called her Blink,
And the little yellow dog was sharp as Mustard,
But the dragon was a coward, and she called him Custard.

Custard the dragon had big sharp teeth,
And spikes on top of him and scales underneath,
Mouth like a fireplace, chimney for a nose,
And realio, trulio, daggers on his toes.

Belinda was as brave as a barrel full of bears,
And Ink and Blink chased lions down the stairs,
Mustard was as brave as a tiger in a rage,
But Custard cried for a nice safe cage.

Belinda tickled him, she tickled him unmerciful,
Ink, Blink and Mustard, they rudely called him Percival,
They all sat laughing in the little red wagon
At the realio, trulio, cowardly dragon.

Belinda giggled till she shook the house,
And Blink said Week!, which is giggling for a mouse,
Ink and Mustard rudely asked his age,
When Custard cried for a nice safe cage.

Suddenly, suddenly they heard a nasty sound,
And Mustard growled, and they all looked around.
Meowch! cried Ink, and Ooh! cried Belinda,
For there was a pirate, climbing in the winda.

Pistol in his left hand, pistol in his right,
And he held in his teeth a cutlass bright,
His beard was black, one leg was wood;
It was clear that the pirate meant no good.

Belinda paled, and she cried, Help! Help!
But Mustard fled with a terrified yelp,
Ink trickled down to the bottom of the household,
And little mouse Blink strategically mouseholed.

But up jumped Custard, snorting like an engine,
Clashed his tail like irons in a dungeon,
With a clatter and a clank and a jangling squirm
He went at the pirate like a robin at a worm.

The pirate gaped at Belinda's dragon,
And gulped some grog from his pocket flagon,
He fired two bullets but they didn't hit,
And Custard gobbled him, every bit.

Belinda embraced him, Mustard licked him,
No one mourned for his pirate victim
Ink and Blink in glee did gyrate
Around the dragon that ate the pyrate.

Belinda still lives in her little white house,
With her little black kitten and her little gray mouse,
And her little yellow dog and her little red wagon,
And her realio, trulio, little pet dragon.

Belinda is as brave as a barrel full of bears,
And Ink and Blink chase lions down the stairs,
Mustard is as brave as a tiger in a rage,
But Custard keeps crying for a nice safe cage.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Returning

We are...
that melting ice,
that drop of rain,
ever moving fluid energy,
River of Life

Dreaming of the ocean,
returning,
to our source
from our wandering-on.                                                                        Charlie Riverman Bergeron 1/3/11

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Morning Glory

                                                               Photo by Kathleen Mary Ruth Everson

How can you look upon me
and not be drawn inside
I am the light of your being
in just another form

10/1/2010
Charlie Riverman Bergeron

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Beyond The Light



Beyond the Light
unknown, unseen
O source of love
fill us till we overflow
  12/22/2010
Charlie Riverman Bergeron